jedibuttercup ([info]jedibuttercup) wrote in [info]personofint_tv,

Fic: It Doesn't Change Anything (PG, gen)

Title: It Doesn't Change Anything
Author: [info]jedibuttercup
Rating/Warnings: PG, gen
Notes: A tag for POI 1.9, "Get Carter".

Summary: Why'd he really do it? No one that deadly and that well informed is that altruistic, in Carter's experience.



It had been smart of him to ditch the suit and cut the hair, Carter reflects as she watches the motorcycle zip away. A really distinctive, established image is its own sort of invisibility; people start looking for the uniform, not the face, and skip right over you when you change it. One more piece of evidence, not that she needs it, to point to a background in government service.

Of course, that kind of misdirection works a lot better if you don't immediately show off your new style to the opposition. And don't have other, equally distinctive signatures to follow. Why'd he really do it? No one that deadly and that well informed is that altruistic, in her experience.

But at least she's learned one thing from all this: 'employee of Elias' is off the list of possibilities. Unless Elias is playing a lot deeper game than anyone knows... but, no. She may be no Sherlock Holmes, but Elias is no Moriarty, either. He's not even his father. He's reaching for it, maybe, but she's making it her job to see that his reach exceeds his grasp, and his choice of response is affirmation enough that she's affecting his operations. Maybe she doesn't have as much backup as she should have. But--

"You're not alone."

He'd made the statement sound like a promise-- and what was more, he'd sounded like he meant it.

Carter's been an interrogator; she passed the bar; she's a detective first grade. She knows people. And if maybe her commitment to legal means of making the world safer rubs a few the wrong way-- that doesn't affect her perceptions, just how she acts on them. She'd believed the guy enough about the threat to wear a vest. And she can't help but believe the rest of it now, even though she doesn't dare rely on it.

He may call himself a vigilante or a protector, but he's broken-- she can't even count how many laws off-hand, now. He hasn't killed many, but he has killed, and dozens more have been wounded. Destruction of property. Possession of illegal firearms. Armed robbery. Criminal trespass. And so on and so forth. He's playing god, and she despises that in a man; had even before her naiveté cost the life of a man she'd negotiated with in good faith.

Everyone should be equal under the law: she really believes that, despite the imperfections of the system. It leaves a bad taste in her mouth that this guy, in all his earnest violence, is making her feel grateful to him for breaking it.

"Someone out there, Mom?" Taylor asks, and her attention pulls back inside the diner swift enough to give her whiplash. Never mind Mr. Motorcycle Jacket; this is what's important, this right here.

But he did make it possible for her to come back to her son. And for that... well. She'll give him a free pass, just this once.

"Just thinking. C'mon, let's get you to school."
Tags: 1x09, character: carter, fanfiction: rated pg

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  • 14 comments

[info]dizilla

December 16 2011, 07:03:50 UTC 5 months ago

Oh, lovely! Thank you for this! *hearts Carter*

[info]jedibuttercup

December 17 2011, 00:23:26 UTC 5 months ago

Thank you! Glad you enjoyed the ficlet. I was very glad to finally get some backstory for her so I could get into her head more.

[info]eviinsanemonkey

December 16 2011, 14:04:52 UTC 5 months ago

Oh, I love this! ♥

[info]jedibuttercup

December 17 2011, 00:23:44 UTC 5 months ago

Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed it.

[info]rose_griffes

December 16 2011, 21:41:49 UTC 5 months ago

I like this. Nice look at Carter and what motivates her.

[info]jedibuttercup

December 17 2011, 00:24:16 UTC 5 months ago

Hey, where did you get that icon? I couldn't find one for her.

(Glad you enjoyed the ficlet!)

[info]rose_griffes

December 17 2011, 01:51:08 UTC 5 months ago

I found it at this icon post. (I'm super-amused at the background of the icon including a pic of female cops in what looks rather like a recruitment poster.)

Do you have any preference for where people comment on your fic? I'm debating adding you to my LJ reading list or figuring out (finally) how to 'subscribe' on AO3.

[info]jedibuttercup

December 17 2011, 06:37:52 UTC 5 months ago

Thanks! I think I'll clip myself a temporary one from a graphic, until I can get to photoshop and play a little. The world needs more Carter icons.

Either way is fine for me. I've been on LJ since 2004, and AO3 since Christmas 2009; I started linking the AO3 version to the LJ one so people could follow their own preferences. =) But everything ends up both places, sooner or later.

[info]rhymeswithhope

December 18 2011, 04:16:00 UTC 5 months ago

I lurve Carter, and this is a great little glimpse into her motivation.

[info]jedibuttercup

December 19 2011, 09:58:23 UTC 5 months ago

Thanks! I'm glad you enjoyed the fic. There needs to be more Carter in this fandom.

[info]lyssie

December 18 2011, 21:48:58 UTC 5 months ago

Yay, Carter! I do not have deep thoughts about this, I'm mostly just gleeful that there is Carter fic. Hurrah! =D

[info]jedibuttercup

December 19 2011, 09:59:13 UTC 5 months ago

Thank you! I was so glad she finally got some backstory, so I could get a better grip on her character; there needs to be more of her in this fandom.

[info]apckrfan

January 15 2012, 13:10:44 UTC 4 months ago

This was such a nice piece, good introspection into Carter's character and nice to bring things back to the "now" with her son at the end. I can really see her being conflicted and perhaps a little confused by what's going on, you portray those things well.

[info]jedibuttercup

January 30 2012, 02:46:14 UTC 3 months ago

Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed the ficlet; her perspective is an interesting one to explore.
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